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Ms bao ):!

Today was her last day ): Super heartbreaking to see her leave. We’re gonna find you in the summer ms bao!

Memorial Day

Everyone went shopping or to the beach. And I stayed home bumming out and half being productive. Mad at myself :\

AIDS Walk and JProm (I’m a week late :P)

Omg jprom. Which was 5/19, semi disastrous. Had to rush to Manhattan to buy a clutch and then shopped around with mom :P Came home and did Katrina’s hair and was way behind schedule >< I think I took a heck of a fast shower and i had to fricken dry and style my hair. My hair was half curled when my uncle called. So I just kinda twisted it together and flung it over my shoulder to try to hide some of the pieces of hair I didn’t curl. did my makeup SUPER fast ): And took a few pics with mum :) Uncle Willy drove over to pic up Amanda. Holy shit her dress like, blinded everyone in the sun :P I felt bad that I couldn’t pick her up at the front of her apartment ): Took pics with Amanda and Connie :)! We got to the peer and ended up being half an hour early!

Holy shit, so much I want to say even though I’m supposed to be studying ><

Arrived and took more pics with a bunch of people :) I fricken almost wasn’t allowed on the boat because I forgot my ID >< good this Mr. McNickle was there. OMG SAVIOR! ;-; Him and his fiancee are sooo cute :P Anyways, I’m not the most graceful girl, so boarding the boat was not a cute sight lol. Once I got on the boat, I swear I was about to marry the DJ. He was playing good music 8) Not that white, house, trancey poop you can’t dance to. TOOK A BUNCH MORE PICS ON THE BOAT. Half the guys arrived mad late and I couldn’t believe Thomas actually made it. VERY SURPRISING. Silly poops. White girls need to calm down and stop wearing short ass dresses that are as short as short shorts. Save that for clubbing, not semiformal. Also, leave your skyscraper heels are home if you can’t keep them on all night.

ANYWAYS, as we were sailing, we say tech’s boat and Thomas, being too cute, sent a heart gesture to a girl wearing red on the tech boat. And she sent it back, mad cutes :P the food was meh. But the food is usually like that. Ok I’m going into super rant mode. When everyone pretty much finished eating, obviously we danced. But the dam DJ started playing terrible music ;-; you can’t dance to trance/house music forever ._. LOL THE TALL PEOPLE PUNCHED OUT THE ROOF OF THE BOAT. 98% of the people on the boat didn’t know how to do the cupid shuffle *disappointing. And half the girls were walking around without their heels on! You can’t do that! You only take off your shoes when you get home! Anyways, I think the DJ lost his precious music during the end of the jprom and started playing some black music :3 but nope he found it again and went back to it ;-; By now my feet were killing me ;-; I almost fell off when I was getting off the ship. (Again not very graceful) Passed out in the car.

Next day: AIDS WALK

Omg, woke up an hour late ;-; I was supposed to get there by 6? oh gosh idr. SUPER LATE THOUGH. But it was possum :) LOTS OF CHEERING AND CALLING OUT PEOPLE. It was amazing. So many dedicated walkers, and so many not so much. Obv there were assholes who were being bitches to us volunteers. Hey, we were losing our voices ): HURHURHUR I TOOK A PIC WITH RON and possibly embarrassed him/me in front of his bros. Idk, idc :P Had to rush home and do my dbq though ):

Yups lots of rambling. Now I need to study and hw ;-;

mouss-e:

somepinkfluffy-dinosaur:

‎”THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. it may save a life.) Reblog this!
  It seems that alot of attackers use some tactic to get away with violence. Not many people know how to take care of themselves when faced with such asituation. Everyone should read this especially each n every girl in this world. THOUGHT THIS WAS GOOD INFO TO PASS ALONG…FYI - Through a rapist’s eyes! A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle.They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.6] Number three is public restrooms.7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.———————————————————————————————————————————-POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk:can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.
 2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow andarmpit or in the upper inner thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told ourinstructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without usingmuch pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feellittle silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.——————————————————————————————————————————-FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….I know you are smart enough to know these pointers but there will be some, where you will go “hmm I must remember that” After reading forward it to someone you care about, never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans&#160;: if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/orpurse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE. 
5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may behiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.) 
6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.  
Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.If u have a heart or compassion reblog this post.‘Helping hands are better than Praying Lips’ – give us your helping hand.
 REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOWATLEAST PEOPLES WILL KNOW WATS GOIN IN THIS WORLD.So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.I hope you all will Reblog. Lets See how many of you really care for this. 

DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT NOT REBLOGGING THIS! IT COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.

mouss-e:

somepinkfluffy-dinosaur:

‎”THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. it may save a life.) Reblog this!

  
It seems that alot of attackers use some tactic to get away with violence. Not many people know how to take care of themselves when faced with such a
situation. Everyone should read this especially each n every girl in this world. THOUGHT THIS WAS GOOD INFO TO PASS ALONG…

FYI - Through a rapist’s eyes! A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:



1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle.
They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.

3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.

5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.

6] Number three is public restrooms.

7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.

8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.

9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.

10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.

———————————————————————————————————————————-

POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:


1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk:
can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.

 
2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would 
not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.

4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and
armpit or in the upper inner thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our
instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.

6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using
much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel
little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.

——————————————————————————————————————————-

FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….

I know you are smart enough to know these pointers but there will be some, where you will go “hmm I must remember that” After reading forward it to someone you care about, never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.


1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or
purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.
 

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be
hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .
b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)
 

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.
  

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.


If u have a heart or compassion reblog this post.
‘Helping hands are better than Praying Lips’ – give us your helping hand.

 
REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOW
ATLEAST PEOPLES WILL KNOW WATS GOIN IN THIS WORLD.
So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.
I hope you all will Reblog. Lets See how many of you really care for this.

DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT NOT REBLOGGING THIS! IT COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.

(Source: itssofluffy-im-gonna-die)

Shit

I was trying to smash a spider and i missed. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ;-;

NAMI Walk, Kids Walk, Japan Day, Monday, and Today

I haven’t done an overview of my days in a longgg time.

NAMI Walk:

Went to seaport to volunteer. I forgot how awesome seaport is :) Haven’t gone there in such a long time. I helped with registration with Jasmine :P We put away a crap load of chairs and tables. I got my #6 plastic for my shrink plastic! :D I was supposed to be a course marshall but oh wells! SANG A LOT OF SONGS WITH TOMAS! :D the beginning of my picture journey! i got burned on my arms ):

Kids Walk:

decided to go since everyone else was going and i didn’t have a reason not to. ended up being a disaster ;-; we started late and couldn’t find the crowd/path. we ended up just hanging out in central park :) helped jimson with math problems. madddd random! i felt mad tired at this point ): my back was killing me ><

Japan Day:

WELLNESS TENT! Pm shift :) Idk why, but I felt spontaneous and i dressed like those girls and i decided to wear eyeliner. in a sense did not feel like myself. i had to help count off the # of people entering the tent. surprisingly there was around 300 people at the end of the day. impressive i must say! katie and connie gave out tea :P they’re cutes. I feel bad for paul ): he had to hold the sign for like 4 hours ): Met up with some other kiddies at a fountain near central park :D Anna was onto her jubilee project and the guys were giving mothers ribbon roses. MAD CUTE!!!!!!!! AHHHHH! Decided to get starbucks with hyeok, allen, opal, and eric. they didn’t have the java chip anymore ):! Settled for strawberry :D Such a girl drink ): THE STARBUCKS WE WENT TO DIDN’T HAVE A FACILITIES UGH! Opal showed me another high horse place to go to use the bathroom :P William made ms bao come out and meet us :) Was sooo awesome! I’m gonna miss ms bao a lot ): Fatty boys got halal food >.> 

Monday:

WENT TO WATCH AVENGERS WITH MICHAEL AND AMANDA WAS SOOOO GOOD OMFGGGGG. Well it wasn’t inception good, but it was still gut :) Holy shit :D! Had no hw so it felt mad weird. AP week is getting to me D:!

Hoy:

It was raining and didn’t feel like doing anything other than going home. I did a mock look for jprom. just to make sure it’ll turn out decent on saturday. really excited about saturday :) other than that i spent the time after school sleeping. unproductive ): I needa study for Math II ):! Now, time to do my USH hw :)

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